Lord, help me see YOUR will because I am tired chasing dreams without materialization.

Death and sickness strike my family. Lord, I am tired. How can I provide if I am sick? I am tired. I am at the verge of giving up.

Lord, I am tired. I prayed that YOU lessen the storm -2 deaths in a row (a day apart ), is too much to bear,yet here is another storm-my daughter's hospitalization. What have I done to deserve all these? Please enough-I am losing my sanity.

God ,please bless the work of my hand so that I can support my sister who has schizophrenia with her medicine and other needs. Bless the work of my hands so that I can continue helping and taking care of my bed-ridden mother. Bless the work of my hand so that I can send my three kids to school. Bless the work of my hand so that I can support the two kids of my brother (who passed away due to cancer). If this was the path of life I need to take, to be source of help, then I would be willing to take these all. I am asking to be rich but I am asking for my empty cup to be full because I cannot pour from an empty cup. I have so much already after the death of my two siblings which happened a day apart only. I am so torn. Enough of rain ,please. I need a bit of sunshine.

The pain is unbearable ,Lord. You have taken two siblings of mine. Please I beg of YOU to spare me from pain. I have been through a lot lately. Have mercy,Lord and shield me. I cannot bear more pain.