Father in heaven,
My prayers have not been answered in the way I hoped. This year, I lost two siblings and my mother, even though I begged You to shield my heart from this pain. It has shaken my faith, and I find myself afraid to ask for anything anymore, as it seems the opposite of my pleas often comes to pass.

Lord, I am weary and burdened. Please help me to trust in Your plan, even when I cannot understand it. Strengthen my heart, renew my faith.

Lord, help me see YOUR will because I am tired chasing dreams without materialization.

Death and sickness strike my family. Lord, I am tired. How can I provide if I am sick? I am tired. I am at the verge of giving up.

Lord, I am tired. I prayed that YOU lessen the storm -2 deaths in a row (a day apart ), is too much to bear,yet here is another storm-my daughter's hospitalization. What have I done to deserve all these? Please enough-I am losing my sanity.

God ,please bless the work of my hand so that I can support my sister who has schizophrenia with her medicine and other needs. Bless the work of my hands so that I can continue helping and taking care of my bed-ridden mother. Bless the work of my hand so that I can send my three kids to school. Bless the work of my hand so that I can support the two kids of my brother (who passed away due to cancer). If this was the path of life I need to take, to be source of help, then I would be willing to take these all. I am asking to be rich but I am asking for my empty cup to be full because I cannot pour from an empty cup. I have so much already after the death of my two siblings which happened a day apart only. I am so torn. Enough of rain ,please. I need a bit of sunshine.