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Carmen Coli-Leona
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Carmen Coli-Leona
Aug 25, 2014

Prayer Request

Dear brothers and sisters,
If you were me, how would you feel and what would you do?
1. I have a househusband-It does not matter to me at all if I am a breadwinner. I just don't feel secure and satisfied of what he does for the family that we are building. For me , being a househusband, is not just doing the housework-which he does , but to exercise his authority as a father and lead his children to righteousness. Am I asking too much? If he has time to browse Facebook and visit many sites, watch movies online, he should have time to pray with us. IT REALLY BREAKS MY HEART TO PIECES THAT HE LET ME FEEL LIKE OUR FAMILY IS NOT HIS PRIORITY.

2. In emergency situation he seems so calm. I wish I could be him.To just sit at one corner and let the hours pass without any concrete solutions or plans but I can't. I do the planning and execution at the same time. I wish you could see my family so that you would understand how shattered my heart is. As of this writing, my tears are falling. I want to run away have my own life,live my life-I have spent all the minutes of my life with this family. I am trying so hard to make this whole. But this is a one way traffic.

3. I have tried many solutions like being a supportive wife to him. I ask him his plans as to where he wants to take my family. But effort is futile. whether I nag or not he is still the same person-passive

4.I cannot rely on him. I do the duty of a husband PROTECT, PROVIDE and PRESIDE. Literally, I do them. I check the drainage when it rains because he is already asleep at night, I buy insurance for the family and go shopping for two weeks consumption. i walk with my kids in their studies despite lack of sleep-because I do moonlighting.

If I were wrong to feel so sad of these situations, please help me beg our Father in heaven that I will see the truth and not just to highlight the negative things I see. Because, I am now so weak emotionally. Abba! Please help me. I BEG THEE.