Dear brothers and sisters,
If you were me, how would you feel and what would you do?
1. I have a househusband-It does not matter to me at all if I am a breadwinner. I just don't feel secure and satisfied of what he does for the family that we are building. For me , being a househusband, is not just doing the housework-which he does , but to exercise his authority as a father and lead his children to righteousness. Am I asking too much? If he has time to browse Facebook and visit many sites, watch movies online, he should have time to pray with us. IT REALLY BREAKS MY HEART TO PIECES THAT HE LET ME FEEL LIKE OUR FAMILY IS NOT HIS PRIORITY.
2. In emergency situation he seems so calm. I wish I could be him.To just sit at one corner and let the hours pass without any concrete solutions or plans but I can't. I do the planning and execution at the same time. I wish you could see my family so that you would understand how shattered my heart is. As of this writing, my tears are falling. I want to run away have my own life,live my life-I have spent all the minutes of my life with this family. I am trying so hard to make this whole. But this is a one way traffic.
3. I have tried many solutions like being a supportive wife to him. I ask him his plans as to where he wants to take my family. But effort is futile. whether I nag or not he is still the same person-passive
4.I cannot rely on him. I do the duty of a husband PROTECT, PROVIDE and PRESIDE. Literally, I do them. I check the drainage when it rains because he is already asleep at night, I buy insurance for the family and go shopping for two weeks consumption. i walk with my kids in their studies despite lack of sleep-because I do moonlighting.
If I were wrong to feel so sad of these situations, please help me beg our Father in heaven that I will see the truth and not just to highlight the negative things I see. Because, I am now so weak emotionally. Abba! Please help me. I BEG THEE.
Another mountain to climb and this is such a steep mountain to conquer. After my mother's recovery and discharge from the hospital ,I am now facing another health problem. This time involving my two kids-which are both diagnosed of Koch's infection.Their contact with a nanny 5 years ago was probably the root cause. I am just grateful that WHO has a program of defeating this disease and somehow my burden is lightened. But self-pity, doubt and anxiety is devouring me. I pity myself because I seem to have the greatest portion of trials compared with my friends. I doubt if these series of tests have an end. I am anxious because my kids' bodies are now accustomed to high dosage of antibiotics and they are still at a young age. The future seems so dark. I have no one to talk to. My mother has Alzheimer's and it feels like she is not existing at all. Lord, I don't want to make a mountain out of a molehill but I am really breaking inside. Literally, I felt heaviness in my heart. I am not complaining;I am just expressing how I feel. Please help me in this battle through your prayers. It such a great comfort to know that virtually some know how I feel and what I have been through.
I come here again to ask you to pray with me. My daughter has been diagnosed with Primary Koch's Infection (in my profile picture here,she is the one wearing pink and white blouse). I have nowhere to go to ask for help especially in the form of prayer. This is even made worse because my husband seems so unaffected and has never set a plan on the financial needs for her treatment. Please help me pray that the bacteria has not developed any resistance to antibiotic yet. I am emotionally drained because I cannot see any concrete plans from my husband. He is jobless and it's been seven years I have stood on my own to raise this family. I know this is not going to be an easy battle but it will be lighter if he has somehow shown a little concern.Please pray for me....
Every time I watch international news program, my nerves are literally trembling. Could we pray for peace between Palestine and Israel? Let's pray that this ends soon. Yes, in our minds Israel is defending itself of the rebels (HAMAS) but the massive death among civilians even kids does not support this stance anymore. UN shelters have been shelled. How could this be called PROTECTION?Please pray....
Every time I see international news program, by nerves are literally trembling. Could we pray for peace between Palestine and Israel? Let's pray that this ends soon. Yes, in our minds Israel is defending itself of the rebels (HAMAS) but the massive death among civilians even kids does not support this stance anymore. UN shelters have been shelled. How could this be called PROTECTION?Please pray....
"For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them."Matt.18:20. I know that when people gather and pray ,our Father in Heaven listens to them and He is in our midst. I may not know you personally but one thing we have in common -we speak the same language in our prayers. I found the power of prayers uttered by people in this website so powerful that I started to pray for others here so that they will feel God's goodness. I want you all to know that God answers prayers .Please pray that:
1.The Philippines can have a righteous leader in the future. I am hopeless in the current state of governance in my country-corruption is rampant ,only the few elite enjoy the resources of my country. Those who are in power corrupt billions of money and they enjoy the luxury the money brings while the less fortunate can barely eat three meals a day.
2. God will bless me so that I can be a catalyst for change as I raise my children and teach students. May God use my talent so that others will be blessed.
Thank you
I want to exalt our Father in Heaven for everything that HE has done and He will do. Indeed He is a God of miracles!His mercy endures forever and He is the same God who parted the sea, turned the water into wine and rose the dead!!! He is capable of answering our prayers. Today, I pray that He will grant me a better job that would cater for my family's needs. I pray for stable employment so that I can pay bigger tithing for the expansion of HIS kingdom here on earth and so that I can be a source of help to those who are in need.I fervently pray that He will bless my effort and I will top the License Examination for teachers and His NAME will be glorified in everything that I will accomplish. Please help me in my prayers.
I am from the Philippines ,a country where people can't afford health insurance,and I have an elderly mom who is sick and lose her appetite.She eats little that she lost weight tremendously and now she is hospitalized.Being the only person who got education and a member of an ordinary working class with two kids (both are at school)to raise and a jobless husband,the bill is my burden and her health maintenance-which is hard for me to cater.I know that God is a great provider,please help me pray for provision.I know He is a God of miracle.
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