Father in heaven, I have so many blessings to thank You for. I am grateful for the good health of my family. My children are doing well in their studies. We have food to eat although not us grand as the others. We have a place to stay to protect us from rain and the heat of the sun though not as decent as others have. I am doing my best to provide for my family like others although their efforts are compensated more than mine. It is so difficult navigating life when I have no resources. I am tired of believing in the materialization of my dream. But, I am begging you to let me see You in my plans. You know my heart's contents, please help me to know Your will so that my heart and mind will not get tired of chasing my dreams. I have so much of tiredness already since childhood until today. I am tired of making ends meet-I feel like I only breathe to make a living and not living at all. Could You spare me a bit of those You have blessed others with abundantly? I see the overflowing blessings others received. They have what they need and want while I am like in the dark tunnel looking for ways to provide for my family. Can I have a taste of little abundance, God?
Dear God,
I think it is YOUR presence that I long to fill in the void in my heart. The sadness I feel haunts me even when I am in the midst of the crowd. I laugh but I do not feel the fulness of it. Superficially, I look happy but deep within I feel like crying. I want to go to a place where I can just lie on the ground and cry alone. The Holy Spirit must be grieving-this is what they say and I will try , with YOUR grace and mercy, to be connected with YOU again. It has been so long that I have fallen astray. Father, please be with me. Amen.
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