Dear God,
I know that YOU know me more than I know myself. YOU can fathom even the deepest secret of me. Am I really a strong soul? Am I really that capable? The burdens are heavy, God but I am gonna move forward. Please be with me. Have mercy and spare me YOUR grace.

God, thank you! But I am beaten , emotionally. I AM VERY TIRED . Tired of being the refuge of the people around me. Tired of being strong. Tired of always sacrificing and this married life feels like a one way traffic. Tired of being the one who always bears the pressure because NO ONE DOES. I AM VERY TIRED.

Dear God,
I am now gradually taking steps to be in the land of greener fields, the USA. You have planted this desire in my heart,Father and I know this is not an accident. This is you ,Father who always reminds me of this. But, I am so afraid to go to a place where culture is different , but YOU promised that YOU will be with me. This is not an easy choice, Father, but I need to because my country's teacher salary is low. Please help me, Father.

Dear God,
When it rains it pours. Please be my umbrella. I need a job that can pay my bills without filling out loan forms at the banks again. I have children to raise, God-they are your children. You entrusted them to me but I think I cannot carry the burden alone. Please help me find a part-time job that can help me make ends meet. My daughter has to undergo an inguinal hernia surgery and my eldest has to have her wisdom tooth surgery, too. Please help me , God. I am willing to be used by YOU to raise righteous children but I think I cannot do it because our home seems like hell as I nag my husband to help me with these financial demands. Help me, Father!

Dear God,
I wonder how it feels to have more than what you need. That feeling when you do not need to worry how to make ends meet. I wonder how it feels to be able to send your children to review centers so that they can be prepared for the demands in the academic world when they reach college. God, please help. Help me with my plans to work abroad.

I need prayers. Please include me in your prayers. This is the only community I run to when everything overwhelms me. I am tired of my role as the breadwinner in the family. The pressure is very heavy now that school is about to open. I don't know where to get money for my family's needs. My heart is bursting.