Its been weeks and I'm not sure anymore. I keep on praying that things get better but it seems like things are getting worse. I haven't had any good signs from God and I keep on praying for things to get better. I really wonder if things are going to be this bad as time goes on. I pray that it doesn't and that my prayers are answered.

So far, some things happened and some didn't. Praying that God can help with my problems. There are so many problems that I have and I just pray that things will work out.

Another day. Been praying for a while and somehow things are still the same. I want to repair my friendship with someone but she is still ignoring me and everything. Praying that things can workout soon and get back to how it was before this whole mess. I want to finish school and start my career because I screwed myself over in trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I need my immunotherapy sessions to finish so that my health is good. I pray that these things can happen for me and that God can help me with my problems.

Today is a new day. Just praying that today will be a good day and for God to continue to help me with my problems with friendships, school, job, family, health, and so on.

It is another day. Another day I feel terrible even though I let God take control of my problems. I pray that God can help me with my problems and my needs at this time. It has been a struggle and hard to handle ever since a couple weeks ago. Letting God handle these things is tough for me but I do believe that He is the holy one who can do anything, even miracles. Pray that God can help me with my problems.

Continue to pray for me as I am still dealing with friendship relationships, school, home, and job. Pray that these issues can be resolved and that God can help me with them.

Everyday seems like a more and more lonely and quiet for me. Having to deal with one of my close friends wanting nothing to do with me at the moment and ignoring me has been difficult. I know that she has her own problems and that she feels I am one of the issues that she thinks is the cause of everything. I hate losing people in my life, especially those who are very close to me. I have talked to my advisors from church about this problem and they told me that to let it go and allow God to handle it for me. Letting things go and having God take care of this personal matter is difficult for me due to the fact that I have trouble believing that God can answer my prayers. I have been praying for a while and it didn't seem like my prayers were answered. I started to have doubts about Him and didn't know if He is actually who he says he is. As of right now, I need him more than ever and letting him take control of my problems is what I need to do and to believe in him while praying about it. I just pray and continue to ask for prayers about my current situation and just pray for the best.

This week has been a weird and a disaster. My friend all of a sudden ignored me and decided to give me the cold shoulder. I didn't even talk to her for about a week and she basically blames me for relying on her too much and I don't understand that. I have been feeling confused and upset because of this situation. I pray that things can change and hopefully our relationship can be fixed and restored. I don't want to lose people in my life, especially those that are close to me. I'm asking for prayers to help me with this problem. Thank you.

For the past week, I haven't been getting good night sleep and have been waking up really early in the morning. There is just too much on my mind and these nightmares will not leave me alone. I feel like I am going crazy and feeling really depressed. I sometimes hate myself, feels alone and often don't know why I should keep on living. I don't know what is my purpose in life for living anymore. I just pray that things will get better from friends, transferring schools, health, and other things that has been on my mind. I just hope that my prayers will be answered.

Woke up this morning feeling terrible. Felt that there isn't much for me anymore. Things haven't been going well for me and I'm not sure what to do anymore. Pray for a better day and better things that will come towards me sooner.