There is a shortage of qualified teachers. Do NOT give up on yourself. Being a teacher is hard enough without beating yourself up. God has a plan for YOU. Ask HIM what HIS plan is for you. As teacher with 31 years of experience I can tell you HE HAS A PLAN FOR YOU. Look for HIS guidance. Praying HE leads you where YOU can flourish.
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Praying God gives you HIS peace and HIS wisdom. Praying you will be safe and will get the rest you need.