I just hate my life right now I feel like there's no way out I pray everyday every night and I just feel like God has totally forgotten about me I know there people worse off than me but I'm so depressed I feel like I am a good person I try to do what's right but all my life its just been a struggle and I'm tired when is it my turn to have some happiness and peace nothing ever goes right for me no matter how hard I try I'm not trying to feel sorry for myself cause I know once you start you can get really stuck there I'm just praying for something good to happen for me just once I would like to know what its like to be truly happy I don't think that is asking too much I bend over backwards for people even in my own family and get treated badly I just want to give up cause I don't think I can keep going the way I am I just want to quit and give up please if god hasn't forgotten about me please pray for me cause I have done all the crying I can do I need a break