I'm sorry you are having such a rough time in life. Trust me I can definitely relate. One thing I know for sure is to Never give up on your Hope/Faith. People will fail you family will fail you friends will fail you your mate will fail you but GOD WILL NEVER FAIL YOU. All you have to do is Repent and move forward doing what is right. We can only do Our Best. We all have fell short at some time in life. But, we get the Opportunity to get up and put our best foot forward no matter what. We are imperfect beings serving a Perfect GOD. Your story is not over it has not ended. Each day u awake is your Opportunity to give your story a Beautiful ending. The Bible said his Grace is sufficient for us. GOD Loves you and still believes in you, which is why you're still here today to yell your story. Allo yourself to feel GOD'S love for you. Your life experiences share you, but that's not who you are. You are more than a conqueror. Believe in yourself follow your dreams. It's nit over for you. You still have a Chance. The GOD in me Loves you. I've been through it all trust me. But I never gave up. GOD was always with me and I somehow felt it in my soul. Open your mouth and Talk to GOD, your Father with your Heart and read Roman's 8:28 and Psalms 23 . I will keep you in Prayer. Your are still God's Queen.
I stand in Agree with you and ask Our Father to strengthen you during these trying times and order your steps. May our LORD heal every ailments in your body and cover your mind while he orders your steps. Please be totally reluctant on him and trust his plans for your life. Never forget Roman's 8:28 you are more than a Conqueror and he will not fail you he Loves you. Trust in him always. Follow the spirit never go away from it.
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