If I couldn’t hurt more and now my heart is shattered found out that my son who lives in another state is having his older brother who I currently share an apartment with take the 2 dogs that are my lifeline & emotional support. The oldest Nique has been with since he was 2 1/2 mo the youngest came last year at 2mo 6 days. I’ve been taking care of both. Both of my sons are angry at me for a bad choice I made so now it’s like pure hate from them to me.
My anxiety & depression are getting the best of me. Please pray for my strength

Lord, forgive me of my sins, vindictive & wicked ways and I know they are not of you but rather of the enemy and flesh. . I need you like I never have before. The anger, hurt emotional and mental feelings are consuming.
This path is not of you rather of the enemy and I REFUSE TO GIVE THAT RIGHT over my life, mind and spirit.
You know the broken relationships that are cutting my heart because I made an error in judgment thinking it would be different....the emotional, financial, and mental struggles are real.
💔💔💔💔💔🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I pray in Jesus mighty, magnificent name. AMEN AMEN AMEN

Praying for Andre that will be having surgery sometime today to remove 2nd left toe and that this will remove all infected limbs and a speedy recovery.