Please pray for me, my husband and our marriage. I am in a abusive marriage and my husband is in Denial. He advised me that we want to live two different lives. I am running to Jesus, he is running from Jesus.. We have been married for almost 6 years and our marriage was one big lie. I love my husband and want my marriage to work. He is not willing to council with anyone or attend recovery classes. We have talked with few of our Pastors at church. One of the Pastors advises me a few months ago that it was time for me to do something. They Witnessed his behavior towards me. Several people have noticed a big charge in me. I deal with Anxiety, panic attacks and I started to break out in hives when I get over whelmed. This marriage is taking a toll on my mental health. My husband has a spirit of rebellion, and addictions. I am begging for God to intervene in my marriage. Please pray that God will break us both and make us do his will.