My Devotion is spot on thats how I feel. But I struggel to see my bigger picture. I' feel lost and thankfull for everything. But am I being punist if so what is the lesson because it go's from bad to worse. Does this prayers even help. Will I get a phone call and say I' m your gaurdian Angel and you must do this to better your life and health. Please God hear my prayer and understand my confusion that the people who have more get more and the people with less should be thankfull for getting less.

My husband and I lost our jobs. Please pray that we will find something.
Please pray that I will keep believing and Prayeing and that I can keep my Faith because I'm starting to wonder Why me?
Thank you and may all your prayers be answerd