First off, thank you all for your prayers up until this point. I have drawn great comfort in knowing that I have had an army of prayer warriors interceding on my behalf. For a while I felt hope again, and I felt as though God was hearing my prayers. I prayed that His will be done, but openly prayed for my relationship to work out. We had a long ways to go in order to repair things between Us, but we were making progress.. Then, last night..well, I'm not sure what happened. I'm still reeling from it all, but I think we're finally done. I began to pray for understanding, and peace. I was okay until this morning, where little everything is reminding me of her and I feel sorrow, pain, and grief creeping into my soul.

I ask for your prayers through this difficult time. Prayers for strength, faith, and hope. Pray for her, please. Pray for me. Pray for Us. I still haven't fully given up, but I don't know where she stands. I need to rely on God through this all, and I pray that I remember that. I need so many prayers, I feel as though I'm falling apart at the seams. Please pray for me...

I need prayers, please. I need patience, understanding, and strength. I need peace within my heart. My love and I are going through a rough patch, and I'm doing all that I can to show her love. I want our love for each other to be a reflection of God's love for Us. There are times when it's so difficult! Times when I want things in my own time, instead of His. I pray that He may grant me patience to weather this storm. I pray that He grant me understanding, that I may understand her and what she needs during this time. I pray that He may grant me strength, that I may be able to endure. When I feel lost, and as though the love between Us is weakened I pray that I may rely solely on God and that He may get me through all of this, bringing Us closer than ever..more in love than ever..and with Him at the center of our lives and relationship. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things. May God help me not only know this, but believe this, and live it. Please also pray for her, she's been very sick this week and has been overwhelmed with school and work, as of late. Pray that she may not forget the special bond that we have. Pray that she may never lose Hope. Pray that Love may be enough to get Us through as we work to better ourselves. I pray that God's Will be done, but I openly pray for Us..

That God may enlighten me and give me the strength to endure the hardships before me. That things may work out between my love and I. That we may fight for each other, grow closer to God, and never lose hope or faith. I pray that we may never forget that He brought Us together and that it is up to Us to work on ourselves as we grow closer to each other and to Him.