Dear God, please guide me the way. The place that I live now is okay however during the winter months or summer living conditions is unbearable. The heat trapped in the wall that no fan can budge it. I have one window but cannot open all the way due to sticker paint n security problem. I currently feeding two stray cats at work. Now the company has pet control going around to catch them. It would not worry since now they’re in care hand. However, all surrounding shelters are killed shelter. I dare not having that thought come to my mind of my cats getting killed once the trapped. I try my best to submit application to seek out loans to buy a place but I won’t qualify for higher loan due to debt/income ratio. My next option is rentals and I hit into another wall. The ones that fit the budget are not allowed pet. The ones that are pet friendly are way above my income. And then they also want income to be 3x your rent.

What can I do? I feel so defeated. Why am I allowed to feel these feelings yet cannot do anything about it? I know I’m all negative right now please show me the light and guide me out this turmoil so I can live a grateful life. Teach me Your way.

I pray in the name of Jesus Christ amen.