Lord Jesus please have mercy on my soul

Lord Jesus please have mercy on me and forgive me of my sins Heavenly Father.

Im tired of my life remaining the same. It seems like whenever I try to do something different something always comes up or theirs a roadblock from keeping me from changing. I'm tired of it.

Lord Jesus please send a woman in my life that I love to spend the rest of my days with and a lady who I love to be around. Please make this happen Heavenly Father.

Lord Jesus I come before you to ask for forgiveness. Please have mercy on me Jesus and please help me. I'm a man still of many sins and I'm still addicted to certain Worldly things. Please have mercy on me Heavenly Father.

I really have my mind on going in the army but I don't know if it's Gods will and don't know if it's what God wants me to do

Lord Jesus I'm asking as humbly as I can if you please send me a Woman in my life. No man would want to be lonely forever. Please Lord make this happen. I'm asking that it can be my ideal spouse and a lady who I'd love to be around. I'm looking for a lady who is a breath of fresh air and someone I share similar interest with. Someone is love to share my time with and who I truly love. Please let her be a follower of you Lord Jesus. I've been praying this for a long time. God please make this happen.

I HATE MY LIFE. It was better if I never existed than to not accomplish at least half the things. On top of that I'm letting God down everyday. I also hate being single. It's a crime that I've been single all my life.

I'm tired and frustrated being lonely all the time. I've been praying for many years of being married it never came to passed. I never even had a girlfriend. Might not be valid but this is a reason why I get angry all the time and I get angry at God. This is just one of my problems. I hate living and existing. Why do I have to suffer?