Had a bad fall beginning of February. Took out both of my legs. Had to take time off work, fall did not happen at first job. I need an Army of prayer's to keep my job. FMLA was denied because not a year with company just yet. I raise two grandsons full time. Without this job, we are homeless once more. Praying that doesn't happen. Praying they will use my vacation days for my paycheck so I can make rent. Please be my Army and Pray for Me for Us, thank you.

Jesus, I'm sorry I'm a Failure to you and all around me. I always do right by other's and it's never good enough. Everyone has left me. Only time I hear from children or anyone is when I have money to give. Now that money is gone, I'm back to being invisible, barely getting by caring for my grandsons who live with me full-time. I feel so stupid. Why would I be this stupid again. I am so tired of crying and feeling pain all the time. Writing this I'm now in tears. I'm praying for a financial blessing in order to travel within the US for one year. A time to disconnect from all who have done me wrong, a time for healing, a time of learning. A time to show my grandsons your not limited by your surroundings. A time to find joy and happiness once more in life. Jesus please don't dismiss me as others have.

Please God help ease the burden with cost of hotel rent and food needed. A single mother here now a single grandmother and it's been overwhelming. I have been everywhere for help but denied. But, everything I make through job I pay in rent. Thought I was going to get ahead but snakes at my job took away promotion just for asking why mine never took effect two weeks after given date. I need help God in more ways then one, tired of crying and the only thing I ever know is poverty and struggling.