I need help getting closer to God . I know the power of God, he has worked through many trials in my life , the one I'm facing right now is bigger than I've ever imagined, I've lost my home , all the equity in my home. My whole life is upside down. I dont know if my marriage can make it through this trying time. However I have my Faith , my children, my job
, my mother . I know Gods timing is not our own . I'm trusting in him because that's all I know to do . My emotions come in waves. Sometimes I'm ok , sometimes I cant stop the tears from streaming down my face. Other times I'm angry .