Praying for joy and happiness to be a better influence. I am on vacation and haven't had the breakthroughs i am expecting. I dont want to have negative vibes that are contagious. I need uplifted thanks.

Prayer please for me to hold onto my joy.

I am at a place where I have to dig in and wait. This is difficult for me. God is able. God is willing. My faith falters. My patience runs thin. Its a battle within. How do I do better than i am. The mystery. The desire. Its all overwhelming. It's a storm. How do i enjoy the journey. How do i enjoy the uncomfortable. How do i enjoy not having what I think i need. The truth is maybe I am not able to care for what I want or appreciate it. But that doesn't change the fact I want it. Just random thoughts guys. Pray for me if you will. This desire inside me is overwhelming at times. I dont know how to put it to death.

God helped my get my license back so I will be purchasing a car soon. This is a difficult process trying to discern how much of a purchase to make and what is not to vain of a purchase. How much of what i desire is in line with God's will. Is it OK to want the things in a car i want. I pray that god helps me make a wise choice for the right reasons that will ultimately lead to a satisfactory purchase and not a empty vain feeling. Its so much easier if God leads me to or brings the choices to me to help me weed out the bad choices. It is so time consuming and then all the unseen variables. I want to surrender this choice. The bible says to acknowledge God in everything. So i am asking for prayer. Thanks