i feel every bit of your pain of being alone. i gave and helped until i was broke and broken. now im alone except for Jesus. But if we are still here we still are needed here. Gods pkab is notover for us. So ask instead what it is He wants you to do. I know i am ready to go. i am ashamed of this world we live in. I am embarassed for The Lords to see what we have become. Hold strong dear lady. i think God directed me to you today, I never see this email.

Hello and my condolences. I too have lost my husband tragically and know your pain all too well. It has been almost years now but feels like yesterday. My best comfort was keeping busy. I found things that I enjoyed doing and dove in to those to keep my mind from driving me crazy. The harsh reality is that we can not reverse what is done so we have to learn how to live with it. I will never get over my husband or the loss but I have learned that i can not change it so I better learn to live with it. My prayers are with you. God bless