As much as I try to be happy and optimistic I feel like I am losing all my faith in the Lord. Prayers are needed! I cry so much out to God, pray, and try to form a relationship with Him. I research about the Bible and what to do to be a better daughter, but my life is still a mess. I see no sign from Him, He hasn’t healed me, or unchained me from my sins. I really really need help. Please someone explain to me why I’m still a slave to my sins even after so many years I have prayed for them to go away.

Please keep me in your prayers. I’ve recently relapsed on marijuana. I’ve been a user for 11 years. I’m 27. I’ve been trying to get accepted for SSDI (Social Security Disability Income) due to mental illnesses. I am getting declined because I’m using, and I can’t work due to trauma and mental illnesses. Pray that I can stay sober or the entire disability process so that I can get accepted.