Please pray for me to have a laptop for my online class, I'm a college student, and online class is a difficult without my own laptop so hoping that I can buy this month,.. But if it's God's will let it be done.

, I pray that I will overcome the temptations that keep coming back on my way everytime I try to walk and pursue me being a Christian.. I just fell to my spiritual battle again and now I feel like I don't want to go back to God coz I keep repeating the same mistakes again, I'm ashamed of it and even if so still doing it..
Please help and pray for my weaknesses,.
I'm 21 and I think everything is getting hard for me, I'm still in this thinking of just having fun.. I need someone to talk to like a family or friend, it's doesn't matter if you're older than me,. I live alone and I am away from my family, there's no one I can talk to share what I'm facing with right now. And I don't have the courage to open up and share it..
God bless you..