My faith is in a severe crisis right now. Nothing helps. I've done my best to be as obedient as possible and I genuinely love the Lord. Why has He lead me here to suffer over and over again when I'm trying to do His work, to do my part of what He promised? He called me and did not keep His word to me. He is quiet and seems not to want to here me when I cry out. Maybe if someone else asks He will listen and hopefully move in this area of my life again. I am not satisfied with less than what He promised me. People of God, please pray for me because I'm too disillusioned to pray for myself.