thank you...I ma scared of the path to choose because I seem to make so many bad choices, I pray and hope that God will lead me to better pastures. I am so tired of making the wrong decisions. Thank you for your prayers!

I have been there too this past couple of weeks. Please reach out for professional help. Get in the right meds. Get in touch with someone who will listen without judgement. I pray for you to heal and start thinking that the Lord has so much more in store for you. If you are asking for prayers then you know that God has more in store for you. Prayers up!