I feel like I've lost touch with God. I am chronically depressed and mentally unstable. I take too many benzodiazepines even though they don't do me any good in the long run, but otherwise I just feel like an empty shell and all I can think about is death. My children no longer live with me, and I also had to give up my job due to mental health issues. I'm totally lost, . lonely, broken and really unhappy. Lead me Lord to find you, peace and meaning.